Crosscut: A Side's Aside
Sep. 8th, 2016 05:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I have chills from my pain, and the herb that I use in my personal medicine has been scheduled, and is now illegal to own, obtain, or use in its place when my physician is being an assistant and dragging his feet on a renewal of my refill.
The Pain is like a crosscut saw, below a rib as if looking for something to remove, then realizing that it's made a wrong turn and curving down and sawing on the dotted line that is my hernia scar.
I can't focus. I can barely function.
There are things I wanted to do today. I did none of them.
All because I have not been able to get my side fixed.
The Pain is like a crosscut saw, below a rib as if looking for something to remove, then realizing that it's made a wrong turn and curving down and sawing on the dotted line that is my hernia scar.
I can't focus. I can barely function.
There are things I wanted to do today. I did none of them.
All because I have not been able to get my side fixed.
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Date: 2016-09-11 12:20 pm (UTC)How effective are the meds being? (Also geez your doc needs to get his act together! This is just insanity!)
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Date: 2016-09-22 05:50 am (UTC)Today, at an appointment, a roomie translated my [whale-like screeches] into an account of the last few weeks—spasms, cramping, falling, doubling over, fainting spells, complete loss of quality of life, you know the drill.
She convinced him to PUT ME BACK ON THE ORIGINAL PRESCRIPTION.
The "And this didn't start until YOU cut that prescription down like you did" ender did a number on him.
This dude keeps trying to put me on SSRIs. It's like he's getting kickbacks for the damn things. He also STILL blames the problems on my ovaries, which, by the way, have had a weird hormonal swing and are now throwing more T at me (killed the cysts though) and are not to blame.
He's... Kind of a dick.